No one sees the private tears
The constant ache inside
The everlasting prayers
To have you by my side
No one knows the pain through
Loving thoughts of you
No one feels my emptiness
Life’s helpless void now true
Knowing that I loved you
Knowing that I cared
Knowing this is not enough
To see you through despair
So my prayers each day are simple
They are lasting, they are true
I wish to see your smile
Perhaps a glimpse of you
Each morning grief envelops me
It seems there’s no escape
Only dreams and fantasies
Are hopeful turns of fate
Shared memories are endless
So too deep-seated pain
Memories are constant
And are all that still remain
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Authors note ~ I wrote this poem in the wee small hours in March, 1993, during the most difficult time of my life while grieving the death of my sixteen year old daughter, Chantelle ~ The words “no one sees the private tears” repeated over and over in my mind that morning ~ It was as if the words were being whispered to me ~ I was compelled to write non stop and within minutes this poem had manifested and tears fell as I read my words aloud ~ This year has been most difficult I’m afraid, leaving me with even more losses to mourn ~ The timing of your chosen topic for D’Verse tonight makes re-posting this piece seem appropriate, almost serendipitous.
~Helena~
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